I regret things but never people.
Because when it comes to people I let myself feel entitled. Entitled to love you, to care about you, and yes even need you. True, people are the most unpredictable parts of lives- but they are also the ones worth loving the most.
i’m up and not as hungover as i thought i’d be. i didn’t really drink that much yesterday. but i still can’t believe that i was the bigger person and approached Carlos last night. i’m actually pretty proud of myself for not being my usual stubborn self. but i guess we’ll see how good of a conversation we really had when i go back to work next week.
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or...
so we're having a company party
and I, as always, was the bigger person and pulled Carlos, my coworker, aside and talked about our ‘situation’ tonight for a good 30 minutes. we aired it out and we’re now good. but I swear I’m always the one iniating things with my friends or so called friends as Cece would say. I’m done after tonight. no more of me being the one reaching out making shit right....
on June 30th, 2010
i started a blog. a Tumblr blog to be exact. initially, it was just something to do during the down time at my job and boring nights at home alone. but then it became more than that. so much more than that. an outlet for me to express a side of me that no other social networking site allowed. somewhere for me to blow off steam regarding everything from drama with friends and family, problems at my...
thought at the moment
i can’t decide whether if this week, so far, has been good or bad.
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When you’re in that phase of “talking” or full fledge dating one another, I suggest that you stay clear of their facebook, twitter, blog, or any other social media surface that publicly displays comments from other people. Unless you’ve gained the maturity to withstand the brewing rage inside of you when you see Debbie Maybell from Bumfuck Egypt commenting on your boyfriends Facebook picture...
Tsonga defeats Federer!
coming back from 2 sets down! “niiiiiiiice!” (fab voice)
before I leave the house
i have to see the end of this tennis match. Tsonga is 2 points away from upsetting Federer at Wimbledon.
i woke up thinking I was back home for some reason. i woke up with a tear in my eye. (probably from that sad ass dream i had) i looked outside my bdrm window and felt a sense of relief for some reason. maybe it’s because it looks like it’s gonna rain so that gives me a reason to stay in. but it’s not. so i’m not. i woke up too damn early with too much on my mind. this...
“She taught me that beauty fades and who you are from within is forever. Be a woman of your word and hard work. She is always correcting me and I feel like it doesn’t matter if you are the janitor or the President, everyone is the same. Making sure I keep my humility. I remember when we first had our single on the radio and I was starting to feel like I was hot. We were in the record store...
it’s been a long day but a good day. now, it’s time to shower and chill. and do it again tomorrow but with more drinking :p
call somebody’s bluff to make someone prove that what they are saying is true, or to make someone prove that they will really do what they say they will do, because you do not believe them.
today's accomplishments so far
sleeping eating a lot of walking around more eating some drinking more walking saw this street performer kid in union square dance like i haven’t seen someone dance in person in a very long time. too bad my battery was dead or i woulda recorded it. walked pass the Men in Black film set and i could have sworn i saw Josh Brolin but i wasn’t close enough to be sure.